Idon''''''''tknowtheultimate''''''''why''''''''Ihavetoreachthese

ButIjustsomehowpossesstheextremelystrongeageranddesiretogetwhateverI,atthemoment,wahoughitisjustsometinylittletrifles

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ReallywhenItrulygetthat,orclimbtothestatethatI''''''''want''''''''

Idon''''''''tfeenythingexpectforthemomentaryhappinessoffinallygetit

Idon''''''''tknowwhatthegoalis,orwhatIamgoingtodo

PerhapsIdidn''''''''tevenhaveagoalinmindstartingthisgame,the''''''''dream''''''''chasinggame

Theultimatewanting?

StillIoresistonchasingsomethingthatIdon''''''''twant,thatIthinkitasmydream

Whyfrontihmystateofmind,whatIreallywantandwhatI''''''''mdhtnowarefilledwithdifficulty?

IassumeIjustdon''''''''tdaretothink,totrulyleanihefieldwheremymentality,myinnate,inwarddesirelies

"WhydoIwanttoachievethis?

Whatistheimaginativeultimate,endingsarioorstatethatIpredicttohappenorwant?

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OrhaveIevenimagihese?DoIhavegoals?

ThenwhyamIdoingthesewithastrongwillnessandeagerness?

Ireallydon''''''''tgetmymind

OrmaybeI,deeplyinsideofmyheart,don''''''''twanttouanditatall

realisticporization

We,inthisrealisticworld,tiruggletofindhappinessinnatelyinourhearts

Andkeepfailingchasingdreamsofwhatweactually,frankly,truthfullywa''''''''like''''''''or''''''''love''''''''

Butpickourselvesuponceagainand,withambitionandfaith,reachtotheclimax

Thenwhatwillhappe?

Godonlyknows,butwehavetoknowthatwedon''''''''tknow

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Don''''''''tevercrossthebordertooverthink,self-createtheseorevethefuturethings

Somethingwillhappenwithnodoubt,anyway

Whetheritwouldbeominous,hopeful,vibrant,desding

Whetherthefuturewouldbeacamity,awondernd,aparadise,orapurgatory